WOW! Things are looking up
For the first time in a really long time, I’m actually giddy about a girl and the idea of dating her. I honestly thought I couldn’t do that again. I’m happy I was wrong! (another first)
Worst feeling in the world
Not being able to sleep because you’re stressed over whether your dad, who had a really bad stroke 2 months ago, is going to recover or end up fucked up for the rest of his life, because insurance is possibly going to kick him out of the hospital.
All the while I really just want someone to care and act like they do, it feels like all my “friends” could care less. GREAT FEELING!
